* lyn : )

♥ Tuesday, February 27, 2007 ♥

9:27:00 AM

I woke up thinking my dream was a reality. I noticed I had a missed call from yp. Then I phoned him bck wondering whad was wrong. I couldnt really remember the details, but I knew things will get better btw the two of us.

And I woke up to see whether there was really a missed call. But to my dismay, there wasnt. So probably this was wad I wanted; and not the reality. Guessed everything will just remain as a dream. =( It's okay, for I already had my dreams dashed, hope gone. Nothing was right, nothing was wrong. Just leave everything as it is ^^

Went to shopping last night w my younger sister. It;ve been a long long time since we went shopping lahs. And my sis spent quite a lot. While we were at Century Square, we saw Justin and Bernard la! Super qiao. hahhaas.

In the day, I went out w Chin Hui!! Actually had lots of plans but in the end we went to TM to find my mother.. Then we didnt proceed w our plans. Actually I wanted to go make my nails de.. But in the end I didnt.. So I went to Guardien to find Jun Wei!! So coincidence it was his break time so we had some time taking..

HMM. Then after day I did some shopping then went home le. But I got a wierd feeling w regards to the major shifting in my shop. And it was right. Even the person I guess will transfer out really did. Cant say who it was. But yeah, I was damn strong in my prediction la. Even the location was the same as what I predicted.

But I also leaving already. So it doesnt matters who's leaving or who's coming. Since I've decided to work till 2o of march. Maybe later a bit or earlier a bit. Super sick of this work already. This stupid company.

♥ Saturday, February 24, 2007 ♥

9:46:00 PM

I'm freaking tired lahs.
having to work afternoon then full then morning shift continuously
very tiring one lahs.

WE NEED TO HIRE PPL
can someone pls help me lahs

then i wont have to work so much
HAHAHAHAS

♥ Wednesday, February 21, 2007 ♥

11:06:00 AM

For the first time, I think I've finally grown up lahs. I'm made an agreement w my mum and my dad.. all because I want to work. Thus, I'd only be working till poly starts. It's kinda a hard decision to make.. but I've no choice. Or else I'd have to resign already. At least I still have one more week w Clare and Verlin tho it's hard to have the same shifts la.

I wan to go the Hong Kong Cafe w Clare and Verlin again.. On Tuesday! Our pay day again!! It's so sweet whenever we spent our nights together. Where we had hell lots of fun playing and snapping away on our phones. Oh wells, they are defintely nice people to be with la. That's why I choose to make this decision.. If i didnt even like my job in the first place, I'd have already tender. But because of them, I choose to give up my freedom and promise my parents that I wouldnt work when school reopens.

which means I only had like less than one month to 'enjoy' working)))):

I know I sounds stupid to say I love working, but wad I can say is that I've finally endured 3 months, THREE freaking long months. It's not a short period of time okay. It's like 3 months lah. So not easy to endure can. Not everyone can endure it one can (trying to make myself feel better)

Having everyone to have a different sight on u in the beginning. I can only say I took a long and tough journey to complete this three months. After a heavy thunderstorm, I finally see my rainbow, I really did.

♥ Monday, February 19, 2007 ♥

1:56:00 AM

Good bye 2oo6, Welcome 2oo7

2oo6 haven been a good year for me. let's hope with the new 2oo7 piggy year, things will change for the better. somehow, things have been going fine for me. with wonderful work place, good in-charge, managers, staffs. everything have been going smoothly for me.

However, my mum wants me to quit this job.. Because of the working hours la))))): Unless I can persuade Clare to give me morning shifts for mainly everyday.. And very little closing days. Or else I'll choose to change branch or even brand.

But if i were to leave.. i'll definately miss my darling Clare, the person who never fails to bright up my day despite so many errors i've done during my working time.

I'll miss Verlin too.. the cute lil girl who had recently permed her hair to look more grown up. But still, she's pretty la tho i always disturb her. HAHA.

I miss dearest Diana too, but it wasnt too long since i last met her. I bet she's still living strong la. Having to cope her O wont b easy i dare say.. But i'm quite worried for her results. Probaably b cuz of wad Mr Lai had mentioned to me earlier on.

I'll definately miss Kasper (when he's in good mood). His jokes, his smily face and helping the shop. I just feel great and kinda relief whenever he's in a good mood, helping us to serve customers, making jokes and of cuz, treating all our staffs well. And i like his phone!!! Super pretty la. Nicely decorated. (he showed me. hahas!)

I'll miss Wani too.. tho she can b bad tempered at times, but overall, she's fine and we r still on okay terms.

I'll miss Yi Ping too, the s&k girl. She, the one whom i always had fun making funny faces opposite my shop. Having passer by to give us a wierd look cuz they didnt know r frm the same company and tt we know each other. They simply just see one of us making faces and thought it was to them. HaHa!

I'll miss Wendi and Ivy too.. the 2 s&k in-charge. (They are nice people)

I'll miss my storeroom, the place where there were fun and laughters. I'll miss my shop. I'll miss my customer, the very friendly and loooks rich tai tai.....

BUT, if i were to leave this ~~idiotic~~ company, I swear I'll never go to Parkway again. (cuz i wont have to leave this shopping mall with tears, with all those memories) I'll only keep them in my heart and captured those wonderful moments we'll b having frm this week onwards. Only then, I'll b relief that all of them are doing fine.

However, I'm kind of sure no one will miss me like how i miss them. Kinda sad right, but Clare's right. Everytime around this year, sure will have ppl leaving and ppl coming in. so i guess things are just like that. I'm sure, time will heal all this broken hearts, broken feelings though cracks and hurts will remain.

I need a man. I need people who'd hear me. I need people who'd allow me to open up. Bottling things up isnt my forte, but there's no one I can speak up my mind. There's someone whom has always been in my mind, and I'm waiting for him to initiate. But I'm still unsure abt how I feel towards him. Is he just a mere brother for me, or was he more than that. I'm not sure if it's a crush. cuz there was a period of time when we didnt talk much when I wanted to draw the line clear for i'm kind of attached. But somehow things grew to b different. He seems to b like someone who cares abt me.. I guessed this is the kind of person I'm looking for after so long...

♥ Friday, February 16, 2007 ♥

1:24:00 AM

i saw him recently.

Seeing him doesnt make things any different.
Probably time have slowly healed my broken heart.

Perhaps I've got a different angle towards this matter.
Or mayb I've got no time to think abt all this.

I sense the avoidence.
I sense the escape.
I sense the unwillingness to open up.

I dunnoe how i can help
or rather i wonder if i can help
i know there's nothing i can do.

BUT oh sigh
let's give it up
give it up everything.

goodbye to you.
goodbye to all those memories.

♥ Wednesday, February 14, 2007 ♥

1:18:00 AM

Valentine's Day

it's Valentine day and i'm at my work working FULL shift. Bloody hell. kinda sway la. but who cares, i dun even have a date to go out. And my V day is spent seeing Kasper la))))):

Initally, Jun Wei wanted to come parkway to find me. but end up didnt cuz he's meeting someone le.. make me so lonely la. but it's okay, I dun mind.

To me, valentine is not just about 2 love birds getting together. Valentine never fails to let me recall the first valentine i had when i was a mere thirteen years old kid. My god bro, Ken (who is really very shuai), gave me and Fio a choc rose. I was kind touched and surprised. From that day onwards, valentine is really abt love, care between 2 people and tt doesnt have to b a couple. It can be a friend, collegue or even a family member.

I guessed after so much things have happened in the year end of 2oo6, lyn have grown quite a little. To be able to take things lightly, one must learn to give up too......

♥ Tuesday, February 13, 2007 ♥

12:06:00 PM

i got back my O results.
it wasnt really good la.

oh wells
it's a fact already.
i dun deny the marks i got
nor escape frm reality
(:

feb 2o is coming
it's coming.!
jus one more week

but somehow i dun look forward like in the past
prob i really feel ~~attached~~ to my job
having all the nice ppl there

learning how to serve customers
even those who are troublesome
having to face w the crowds
having to learn cashierring during busy day
learning how to hit sales
learning responsibility
learning.. so much so much

having a ultra good in charge who take super gd care of me
who is none other than clare
the super nice lady boss
haiz

xiao jing came to shop
she's coming bck
but i think i'm leaving my job already...
i dunoe

too much things have happen
suddenly a msg seemed to make me thnk
real hard

):
i think i need someone who's man enugh
smt i'm really tired of being the man
))):

♥ Wednesday, February 07, 2007 ♥

9:32:00 AM

pretty VEX this few days la.
been making lots of stupid mistakes

: been thinking abt my o
: been thinking abt my past mistakes
: been thinking abt the person whom i spent my last x'mas wif
: been thinking if i shld continute working after my contract

but i did do my best to top my mind thinking
but can i stop my mind frm wondering???

somehow i made more n more mistakes nowadays
=(((((
wo zhen de bu xiang de.......................
*sobs*

will b having a long long day on thurs
will b having supper w CLARE n VERLIN((=

ytd went to have my shopping w chinhui
then end up only have a top and a pair of heels
and we took like super long shopping?

and we eat sakae again!
was rather cheap la(:
i wan try pwp's sakura next time=D

mr lai msg me ytd
and told me i owe the sch for school fees!!
argh. sounds dumb la.

and as usual
he paid for me first..
hahahs..

went to PS again to take signage
this time for bedok also
haiZ

managed to see jennifer again
she's really nice to me
jus like how ah lian was to me also
but i heard many bad things abt her

pic taken w verlin inside store

can sense i'm sick w tt fake smile?

jus a lil better..

looking like old couples who took their photos ten years ago

in black and white

in orange

in blue

verlin in twist

emboss

♥ Friday, February 02, 2007 ♥

3:39:00 PM

i cant believe tt i can see kasper 4 days in a row.
in office on mon i can still understand.
but he came down shop on tue
and i saw him in tpy on wed
and he came down on thurs again

SEE, how sad it is))):

some big thing happened in my shop
but prob for tt, i might choose to convert to a part timer

it's ~~mean~~ to say tt
but tt's the fact wad

her attitude changes
probably i've grown a lil frm the trip in tpy
wen pin was a good person (serious)
and i thot he's a senior la
))))))))))))))))):
he's a very good staff.

will b working afternooon shift on sat and morning on sun
which will b super tiring
but there's super nice person w me(((:
and tt's my superb ladyboss(((:

AND verlin's mornin to 8 on sat n morning on sun!! ((: